Alright! Back online again and I must warn you, this post is probably gonna be filled with typos since the keyboard that I’m writing is this ancient block of small bricks, attached together with a tape and the connection is too slow to have the patienceto hang in the place too long.  Plus, if I would have balls I would be sweating them off, since there is no air to breathe. Luckily I don’t, and the only unpleasentry in this moment is my trousers which are glued to my thighs with my bodily extracts. Mmmmm….<3 I leave you with that image for a while:D

Where have I been you ask? And swell that is a good question! For the last week or so I’ve been hermitting in the most loveliest place on this earth called Monte Vista Resort, in Koh Phangan. I sign up last Sunday for a 7 Day Body Cleansing – program which literally meant, lots of rest, lots of strange herbs, lots of colonies (Yes, I am talking about the tube-up-the-ass-and-shit-water-for-30minutes-procedure) and lots of thinking. Eating was based on fruit in the morning, a thing called Kitcheri (not sure how to spell it, but basically it’s just rise and lentils boiled together for a looooong time to produce this white porridge stuff, and apparently it was a complete protein after the boiling) for lunch and the same stuff for supper. And then…yeah…water.

My bungalow in Monte Vista

And ooooooh the visions and what came! Ofourse they came among the oil massages for head, toes and body which I got almost every day. Accompanying the Thail Massages, Reiki, meditation, yoga, facials and such. Like I told you, lots of thinking there!:D

No but in all seriousness, the place has truly been a blessing. It is a safe harbour where I’ve been able to talk the things inside of my head and get counsel for them. It is run by this lovely couple called Norman & Mohini and the daily housework is made done with couple of volunteers and Shanti, a lovely girl who has been living there for three years now.

My day consisted of waking up, doing meditation for an hour, eating fruits and tea for breakfast, lying in the hammock, staring the breathtakingly beautifulhorizon (the resort is build on top of a very steep hill and you see the whole ocean and neighbour island from there), eat lunch, talk with other lovely people there, have a treatment (massage or such), rest, stare at the horizon again, stare the sealing, stare the sky, rest, eat supper, drink tea, look the amazing sunset or thunderstorms at the horizon, do more meditation and sleep like a baby. And repeat that for 7 days and for 3 extra day what I finally booked on my second day staying there.

One of the many many amazing sunsets that you see there.

I still have until Thursday before I have to check-out and start traveling towards someplace where I’ll be meeting my lovely brother who’ll be arriving to the country on the 4thof April. I have no idea where is that yet, but I should know at the end of this day. I absolutely can’t WAIT to see him again!! I’m sooooglad that he is coming here with me:))) It’ll be very good to spend my brithay at 8thof April with him in some lovely beach bar getting wasted:D A good action after cleaning all the earthly sins from your body for a week before:D

I’m already waiting to get back to Monte Vista again and hopefully with the company of my boyfriend J. I do miss him very much dispite having a good time over Thailand. And luckily with each day passing by, I feel that I love him even more. He’ll be traveling to India for a week with his sister and we’ll be back couple of days before I arrive back home again…and I’ll be seeing him at the airport….I can’t wait! Heee! Love you J! <33

So regarding my friends and family: I’m doing very well and I’m being very happy. I’ve done some pretty deep soul searching with the help of Mohini and Norman and I’ve gotten lots of answers to many questions I’ve had. I believe that something quite fundamental has shifted direction in side of me and I’m very excited to continue my journeys. I’ll be forever grateful for the experience I’ve had in Monte Vista. Sacred Breath being one of the most important and ground breaking from all of them.

Oh, I wish I would but some photos onlinefor you to see, but unfortunately you’ll get them only when I come back home. I’ll probably be more online from now on so you should get better news from me:) But I won’t stress about it, so shouldn’t you, I’m doing just fine:)